A Realization

Today was pretty hard.

I told Nina to stay and relax today because she was so exhausted from the day before.

Well, she didn't take it well. She told me to I was being very selfish. To tell you the truth, it hurt inside that she said that... I know that I am twice her age, but i am still young and take things to heart.

Anyway. I yelled at her and said that she could go look for herself. She yelled at the top of her little lungs and ran to her room. I was VERY angry that I tired myself out.

So, an hour later I woke up and she was gone.

You have no idea how I felt... my heart raced and I couldn't breath. It felt like I had lost a part of me.

I searched all day for her. No Nina.

I then, started to cry HARD. So much, that I couldn't stop. I had missed her sooo bad.


"Why are you crying Luna Star?"

I turned back to see Nina confused. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!!!" I sounded like I wanted to kill her. She had no idea how much I missed her.

Thinking of everyday.
Thinking of every moment.

I realized that she was a part of me. That I had loved her so much.

She started to cry because she thought I was mad.

My face suddenly lit up and I got up, Nina look frightened but then I gave her the biggest hug I could give.

Then I did something I didn't expect...



I CRIED EVEN MORE

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LUNA STAR****

Still No Mother....

It has been days since i met little Nina on that road. So far I know that she is 6 and her parents are divorced, but her and her mother were very close. However her and her father can't be. She explained that her mother got full custody of Nina. I realized this was hard on poor little Nina because her eyes filled with tears.

I'm in a touch situation.

I didn't get all that information in one day... Nina is so little that she couldn't remember that much... which to me seems a little odd.

Don't get me wrong, going through a separation with your dad like that must be sooo painful.

Anyway, today I got up

washed my face

and brushed my teeth...

I suddenly realized that I wasn't the only one doing this, Nina was right beside me.

copying me with her little innocence i couldn't help but laugh.

"Why are you making fun of me" Nina says with a face that looks like shes about to cry

I explain that that it is a grown person quality and that when she gets older she will get it too.

After all the gettin ready we do our dailoy routine .... looking for her mother.

We search west.

And east.

And south.

And even north....

NO LUCK TODAY

Hours and hours of looking, we finally give up and eat dinner. I knew we had searched extra hard today because NIna was chocking down her food so fast.

After we eat I tuck her in at 10:30 because she wanted to finish her favorite T.V show. I try to calm her down since her mother isn't here to say goodnight. After 20 minutes I go to bed


NO LUCK BUT A DAILY RUTINE WE MUST DO TILL NINA IS REUNITED WITH HER MOTHER.


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LUNA STAR****

The day begins....

I wake up.

I wash my face.

I hear someone scream for help.

Wondering who it is i run to the cause.

A little girl alone, crying for her mother.

I ask for her name and she slowly says it in deep pain "Nina, what ... bout... you?"

"Luna Star" I tell her quietly. She gives me a look as if I was playing a joke on her.

"What a weird name!" as she tells me in a laughter. I give her the look of unpleasant feelings.

"enough playing" I try to think to myself. i take her inside so i can look for her mother. Not knowing who this girl is or how she lost her mother I help anyway.



AND SO THE DAY BEGINS....



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LUNA STAR ****

The Beginning

Hello.

You will know me as Luna Star.

I am going to bring you to an imaginary setting. Everything I tell you is not true

Unless I specifically tell you it is.

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LUNA STAR ****