ANOUNCEMENT

thank you for reading the Luna Star blog. right now, I am in the long process of actually writing a book based on it. There will be some changes, however it will still have the main story line.


here's a little summary that I can think in my head, at this moment.


Luna Star, in the beginning seemed like a normal 19 year old. Until she met Nina. Everything changes, and her dreams become more realistic. Even her relationship with Derek has changed. Drastically. Secrets start to come out- like Witches are not imaginary. At all. They are real, and Luna Star is one of them. Danger is so close, and no one is what they seem. Who is REALLY Nina? And Derek? Get sucked in...and you will find out...I promise.



Hope you like it! I am in the beginning, so don't expect it to come out TOO soon, best wishes-

luv-
****the Aurthur of Luna Star

Fever

Nina is so close...i can feel it..my visions are more powerful...


I am so sorry about the last blog... as I said, I wasn't myself... I have constructed a plan to kill....yes KILL the one I once loved....DEREK


THE ALPHA PLAN:


A. I will say "I give up! Kill me now!"





no no no... to be honest I will just wing it!



Yesterday, I was interupted by Derek who kissed me...passionately...


"Please... I am trying to save you from her... you can't be with her anymore, love"


THAT is what he said! It was like I didn't trust him anymore...until he kissed me..and I CAN'T kill him...I love him...and I'm not alone hes here.... but i still need Nina


"Nina? She isn't dangerous....shes a little girl for God's sake!!"

"No! you don't understand...she's a witch!! OK, love?" he kissed me gently this time...


soooo good
NO! STOP HIM!
but i love him...
HE WILL KILL NINA!!
he's not like that....


my mind was in a war... but i kept kissing him...







LUV-
****LUNASTAR

HELP.....ME!










right now..... i'm at well lord knows where i'm at....





me and derek were taking a walk and then he touched my wrist and





then it went black ....and i heard THUD THUD THUD





and "LunaStar!!!! hes hurting me!!" ..... me? i was confused but i knew it was her....NINA!



i ran and ran and ran...she was gone and so all i did was look....until i saw derek again.... he told me he found her...and i was so scared!



instead of taking me to my little one... he took me here....saying to close my eyes...





but i didnt and he was mad so then BOOM blackness and now i'm here where there is no food or water or ... NINA




GOD!!!!




WHERE IS SHE???





WHERE AM I!!!!?????





HELP!! im so alone and scared... and i don't know where nina is



















i had another vision.... and it was nina crying across from me...but he hasn't come yet.... its all DEREK!!! I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG...WHY? WHY ? WHY!!!!!





i changed so much...in love with derek and no where to stop.....i believe I fell in love with a MONSTER! i must go.....




i hear something....



LUV-
LUNAST------------

Darkness

I am in a bad mental state... I think

Remember that "mark" on my forehead...well I just realized it wasn't there from the beginning...

Derek is soo cute! But I have a feeling it wasn't an accident that we met... but i can't get over him...and remember the dream of the little boy? i know have dreams of a witch... here's a picture of what looks best of her:



creepy huh? well she speaks to me... and she says" wake up... or WE will wake you up!"

then...I wake up from my dreadful dream.... there was one where she said "Derek is ready..but why not you?" I can remember screaming NO! to her and then Nina waking me up.

I have noticed that Nina has been having dreams too... it scares me but they are different.

Nina explained that she had a dream of me and her mother disappearing unless she did what an evil man in her dream told her to. She had to take souls and re use other bodies as hers before her light went out. She started crying as she told me...

And the weirdest part is: I can see the future! I have visions and then POOF! They happen.... and:

Derek has been coming over alot recently... he is so normal yet mysterious I think I will tell him my feelings tomorrow!...Or not...because why would he be in these weird dreams??? Maybe because I think of him so much HA why would he have anything to do with this!

LUV-

****LUNA STAR

What has happend?

i am in so much joy!!!

I have changed soo much ... Nina started school, and I am her mother. She now forgets alot about her mother, but i haven't. At nights we still look for her, without Nina knowing.

Gosh. It has been weeks since I said anything to you, please, know this: Not only have I changed for the better, but I have changes for the weirder. Sounds weird, right? I can do things I can't explain.

I'm scared too. I don't know who I really am! I am scared I will harm Nina. In my dreams, I picture darkness, the color purple, actually. The dream tells me to get ready for the worst. It takes me back into my darkest moments. Like, losing my parents, and the day I saw Nina.

There is so much you don't know. I'm scared if I tell, I won't be normal. anymore.

WHY!!! WHY MUST I HAVE NINA WITH ME!!!! WHAT IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG TO HER!!! WHAT IF I'M...I'M EVIL!

Those thought are always with me. Today I was getting Nina ready for bed, and then I had a vision of a young boy, he looked just like me.. I wonder who he is.

Before I leave, I have to tell you, I met this strange boy at the park today, his name is Derek. He has that same mark on his forehead, just like i do....


LUV-


**** LUNA STAR

A Realization

Today was pretty hard.

I told Nina to stay and relax today because she was so exhausted from the day before.

Well, she didn't take it well. She told me to I was being very selfish. To tell you the truth, it hurt inside that she said that... I know that I am twice her age, but i am still young and take things to heart.

Anyway. I yelled at her and said that she could go look for herself. She yelled at the top of her little lungs and ran to her room. I was VERY angry that I tired myself out.

So, an hour later I woke up and she was gone.

You have no idea how I felt... my heart raced and I couldn't breath. It felt like I had lost a part of me.

I searched all day for her. No Nina.

I then, started to cry HARD. So much, that I couldn't stop. I had missed her sooo bad.


"Why are you crying Luna Star?"

I turned back to see Nina confused. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!!!" I sounded like I wanted to kill her. She had no idea how much I missed her.

Thinking of everyday.
Thinking of every moment.

I realized that she was a part of me. That I had loved her so much.

She started to cry because she thought I was mad.

My face suddenly lit up and I got up, Nina look frightened but then I gave her the biggest hug I could give.

Then I did something I didn't expect...



I CRIED EVEN MORE

LUV-

LUNA STAR****

Still No Mother....

It has been days since i met little Nina on that road. So far I know that she is 6 and her parents are divorced, but her and her mother were very close. However her and her father can't be. She explained that her mother got full custody of Nina. I realized this was hard on poor little Nina because her eyes filled with tears.

I'm in a touch situation.

I didn't get all that information in one day... Nina is so little that she couldn't remember that much... which to me seems a little odd.

Don't get me wrong, going through a separation with your dad like that must be sooo painful.

Anyway, today I got up

washed my face

and brushed my teeth...

I suddenly realized that I wasn't the only one doing this, Nina was right beside me.

copying me with her little innocence i couldn't help but laugh.

"Why are you making fun of me" Nina says with a face that looks like shes about to cry

I explain that that it is a grown person quality and that when she gets older she will get it too.

After all the gettin ready we do our dailoy routine .... looking for her mother.

We search west.

And east.

And south.

And even north....

NO LUCK TODAY

Hours and hours of looking, we finally give up and eat dinner. I knew we had searched extra hard today because NIna was chocking down her food so fast.

After we eat I tuck her in at 10:30 because she wanted to finish her favorite T.V show. I try to calm her down since her mother isn't here to say goodnight. After 20 minutes I go to bed


NO LUCK BUT A DAILY RUTINE WE MUST DO TILL NINA IS REUNITED WITH HER MOTHER.


LUV-

LUNA STAR****

The day begins....

I wake up.

I wash my face.

I hear someone scream for help.

Wondering who it is i run to the cause.

A little girl alone, crying for her mother.

I ask for her name and she slowly says it in deep pain "Nina, what ... bout... you?"

"Luna Star" I tell her quietly. She gives me a look as if I was playing a joke on her.

"What a weird name!" as she tells me in a laughter. I give her the look of unpleasant feelings.

"enough playing" I try to think to myself. i take her inside so i can look for her mother. Not knowing who this girl is or how she lost her mother I help anyway.



AND SO THE DAY BEGINS....



LUV-

LUNA STAR ****

The Beginning

Hello.

You will know me as Luna Star.

I am going to bring you to an imaginary setting. Everything I tell you is not true

Unless I specifically tell you it is.

LUV-

LUNA STAR ****